Not sure if I mentioned it, but I found out what was going on last week. He really was ignoring me. He fucking changed his mind without telling me.
All I have to say is that if he ever texts me again with that crap again, I'm going to say no. I'm moving on. He made me really mad, and I don't think I can forgive him for toying with my emotions. No more.
I don't want to date. I have come to this conclusion before. Last time I went through a break up, I wanted to try something different. I wanted to date someone for the hell of it. I wanted to throw caution to the wind and do something completely unlike me. And now I don't want to do that again. I can't say that I won't do it again, but I would rather be in a stable relationship next time. I don't want it to be like the last.
Torn between wanting a relationship and not wanting to date for awhile. Because tonight was one of those nights where I got lonely. :l